in too far.
this is my personal tumblr.
know me? then hit close because this isn't facebook. dont read this if you dont have the right to. its none of your business. this is tumblr. im here to vent. not to talk.
but if you don't know me;;
im a freshman in high school. over the past year and a half ive been through more than anyone will ever understand. life has been a struggle but whats most important is that everything ive been through has made me myself stronger. im not perfect and im not trying to be. im just trying to have a little fun with my life. basically im a stupid teenage girl whose keeps my hopes to high and my jeans too low. but i've made a decision that im living life to fullest and if anyone has problem with that; well that sucks .
real Mature.
If you haven’t noticed this is my PRIVATE tumblr. which means its PRIVATE. only select people that i know can see it. the rest are strangers. NO ONE WITHOUT PERMISSION SHOULD BE ON MY TUMBLR. so if your reading this now and know you shouldn’t be, close the page before things get nasty. Posted May 16, 2011 at 4:07 pm
to most people:
Today would have seemed like a absolutly horrible day. I can count over 25 times today where I could have easily melted down crying and actually have areason behind it. But not once did I cry. Not once did I let my emotions take me to extremes or get the best of me. Not once. Most people would have called this the worst day ever … I got a mini taste of summer. I layed out and tanned and got a tan line. Yeah it wasn’t super tan but it was good enough for me. I had the summer adittude too I don’t know where it came from but it came and it made everything just seem so much better and amazing. I made a crop shirt that I’m obssesed with.! Posted May 15, 2011 at 11:46 pm
I would call it a great day.
I thought my day was producive;; in the way of life that is. Not in the way of school work … Lawlz.
I learned a lot about myself and others. Of whose gonna be there for me, who I need to be there for, whose real, whose fake, whose the closest to me, who belongs with who, and all that.
It was sad, aggravating, happy, and reliEving. Yeah all that.
I could go into detail on all this but I’m far too tired & it’s quite late. So rather I’m just going to say that I love my fucking screwed up life. I wouldn’t want it any other way.
I’m the girl who tries to be nice to everyone then gets taken advantage of. I’m the girl who tries to look pretty and it’s never good enough. I’m the girl who acts like she’s happy then goes home and wishes to be gone. I’m the girl who takes harsh words, act like they’re nothing, then goes home and cries. I’m the girl who tries to get her point across and could never find the right words. I’m the girl who has more depth to her than everyone thinks. I’m the girl who hides from the harsh eyes. I’m the girl who wouldn’t care if you gave me a shitty gift as long as you thought of me. I’m the girl who prays that someone will finally understand. I’m the girl who gets happy over the little things. I’m the girl that people misinterpret.
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Here’s a toast. to the good days, the better friends. the ones that you just can’t live without. the people that have taught you how to party. How to live. how to have a good time just sitting around. here are to the people that no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you. To lean back on and catch you if you fall. <3
THERe is no one that you need to impress. If people don’t accept you for you, then they’re not worth your time. You’re better than that, you’re better than them. As Dr. Seuss once said: “Be who you are, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.” — sailboat remember this <3
MAY 15, 2011
